Its almost a month
(That's it??) and I’m in a new office.
Quite astonishingly, i
don’t miss my previous company so much except when i pass in front of it
everyday.. Oh and also when I’m having lunch (i can practically imagine all my favorite people gossiping in lunch room in the other end of road).. That's
right! I am in a office from where i can spot my previous one... (A horrible
decision if you are thinking anything remotely close!)
Changing job is like
marriage! Exciting at first (when its just an idea). That’s when you dream of
all the things that can be expected and the grass looks greener (while you
don’t care if you are looking at the other side of the fence). Its when you can
feel a sense of liberation from all the worries.
Next comes the phase
when you are all emotional about leaving the place and suddenly everything
seems just perfect.. even the rude colleagues seem “Mature” for their
lecturers.. the once crappy building suddenly looks “heavenly”.. the canteen
food which you tried to avoid anytime possible looks so yummy that you don’t
like your own moms cooking!
Well.. In short.. You
feel all time low for making a decision to leave such an awesome place.
Now comes THE moment!
Well.. That’s when
everything from your past flashes in front of you like never before letting you
know “Its never going to be the same”
Its the time you
convince yourself to stay strong and focus on your life (which works momentarily
but fails later)
Then the joining! Where
you feel all childish again with your new job, new boss and colleagues, you
compare everything with your previous one. And you can be spotted more often
stating things like “we use to do it in this way” or “we manufacture these
things” etc and you are surprised that all those things were so much a part of
your life once!
Well.. everything has
a expiry date and so does fondness. You realize the same when the new place
becomes YOUR place.. when your colleagues are the only ones you share things
now (who make some of the previous colleagues seem like jerks) and you feel
perfectly happy here and THIS is your new home!
But.. Till when??
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